Die Situation am Donnerstag zwischen meiner Therapeutin und mir, dass ich mich so verletzt gefühlt habe und mich noch immer so fühle, macht mir zu schaffen.
Es tut mir weh und sie fehlt mir, obwohl sie doch an meiner Seite ist. Es tut mir weh, die Gruppe in 5 Wochen verlassen zu müssen, weil ich dann 1 Jahr dabei war und ich sie dann nicht mehr jede Woche sehen kann, die Patienten nicht mehr sehen kann.
Der Abschied fällt difficult for me. But they will indeed continue to support me. She told me yes on Thursday reported on the floor and also in the morning in an email again.
I'm very her, and she means to me an awful lot.
Next week Sunday, I'm with her, which I am very pleased. Then hopefully we talk again about the situation on Thursday. On Thursday I was very tense and aggressive. I think it's great to me in any situation in which I find myself just can understand. The fact that she takes everything so how I feel and can also take statements from hardened me so. Statements like that I feel hurt by the other patients and could pack a punch there. She has so accepted and I always can my feelings.
I am so grateful for her all she does for me. I am grateful to her that she is at my side. That she is in my life and I also as a patient in her.
I am grateful that I seem to be dear to her heart. On the phone she told me that she does not do that with every patient, that in their private time to write emails and exchanges. Some patients were dear to her heart and important. I have grown
you seem fond of what I see for a long time. I'm not worthy, I think to myself often. I would like them so much in my life, but I am not worth and am afraid to lose them. to lose by a mistake that I make.
But as she herself told me, I've made mistakes and she is still with me.
The fear of loss is the strongest and most distressing of all fears!
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